ollllld news..... i'm going to state in VASE for "through" [link] . Corey and Maggie are going tooooooo. [link] and [link] . my birthday is in 9 dayssssss and everyone better give me hugs and kisses. or else. you'll have many a stab wounds if you should fail.



hooray for robots. and where are the french? [link]



mccall

tonight was the birthday party for my friends casey and france. it was fun, i love casey. he's such a good person. when i left his place i almost freaked out. it was 11:15 but it still seemed light. it was like it was right after a sunset or something. the sky was dark and cloudy but i could see pretty well. and then i heard pattering noises around me, which scared me until i felt rain. for some reason it was absolutely bizarre to me. it was barely sprinkling, but in that moment as i stared at the sky and spun in the rain, i felt like i loved the world and life again... a feeling i've felt once before, an appreciation and hope.

I'm missing something from my life. School makes it more evident. I know exactly what it is. Meet me in Montauk, sweety, please.

hey, remember when i was alive????

damn dude, i went without getting on the internet for a long time... even by my standards.

the winds were blowing so hard, that in some places mud was flying sideways. it was as if God sharted.

autumn is upon us and colors are changing. it is as if God vomited upon the trees.

the land grew so cold that it iced over. it was as if God bought a grill with ice and exhaled. <(for the nelly fans like me)

new comp/scanner/printer/i don't like it

new hate for my retarded hypocritical english teacher

new poncho

christmas is a comin, yay! mama's gettin a machete for christmas, i'm gonna see if i can borrow it and rid myself of a certain pesky old red headed bitch. stupid bitch.

merry christmas,
love,
america's next top model,
i mean,
mccall

bummer.


I'm totally sick, it hurts to live because strep throat has destroyed one of my favorite pastimes......eating. I miss a lot of people. I wish I had more time to hang out with everyone, and I wish the world was compact so my friends who are 20 miles away would be right next door. That would kickass.
I'm all confused and I think it's because of this ambient music I'm listening to. I should probably stop because it'll probably make me cry and think I've made a huge mistake, which I'm starting to think I have. But it's all ok because I've got the best friends in the world and spending a minute with any one of them makes life wonderful.
Plus, Harry Potter's comin out bitches so you better be ready. I sure hope I get well enough to go watch a Harry Potter marathon at Ti's tomorrow. Mercedes, we're going to see the new one together.